The story of Salihin Suhaimi

Dear Diary,

Owh fuck its 2022 and here I am again mumbling about guys that entered my life. This is not a love story but rather replicating 500 Days of Summer with me being 'Tom'. Its not a real Tinder slander as I'm not being slandered in any ways. But I rather projecting this as I'm meeting someone that I believe is the one and loving the idea of him. But little did I know that my believe could lead to a disastrous situation (for me). Because I was wrong about everything including his mixed signal. I'm to naïve maybe lols.

I already knew that thing gonna end once I gave my everything and that intuition was indeed right and its happening. The thing about me is that, I'm not going to give everything and anything to just anyone, but anyone would not reciprocate the same energy as me. Maybe I fall too much this time thinking that everyone is the same. 

For a well reserved and introverted kind of person like me, I valued love as much I valued myself. But, the idea of love can be vary from one human to another. and I forgot that fact. I feel pity for myself, but what has been done, is already done. And there is no turning back.

*Alexa plays MCR - The foundations of decay

So, long story short, I'm gonna end this feelings for him right on his birthday on 21st June 2022. please give me another month to move on, its so tiring to cry your heart out everyday. But as everyone said, time heals. Yes I hope so too.

And btw, I read a lot of books this year just to keep myself sane and not being too far away from reality. One of the book is 'Hes just not that into you'. Funny how the title itself is mind-blowing.

He's just not that into you if:

1. He's not asking you out

2. He's not calling you

3. He's not dating you

4. He's not having sex with you

5. He's having sex with someone else

6. He only wants to see you when He's drunk

7. He's disappeared on you

And the list goes on..

Here's the popcorn. Enjoice love <3

Salihin Suhaimi X Shilibean X Starlihin X Ein X Awak

I love you and thank you

Gtg everyone. Adios until my next broken heart stories!

Time Flies So Fast (Sg Chiling Event)

Memang akan ada perasaan macam ni ke bila nak habis belajar? Rasa macam sayang je nak habeskan masa belajar, nanti akan rindukan kawan-kawan, rindukan pengalaman pahit manis masam masin. Memang macam ni ke?

Im gonna miss those moments like crazy. Sebab aku rasa life aku start lambat, sebab aku lambat mesra dengan budak laki kelas aku. Im shy ya know! Hehe. Semester 3 baru start huhahuha dalam kelas. Because, aku jenis gila-gila masuk air kalau orang dah kenal.

Latest event kitorang, dekat Sungai Chiling. Dah sem last baru nak buat event macam ni. Sedihnya, the first and the last. Arghh, ni yang nak buat berjujuran air mata. TIDAK!!!! (someone special detected!)

Aku yang emosi tak tentu arah ni yang mana? Tu yang pakai macam pelangi tu. Time ni, kalau jatuh, memang mengucap la. Batu-batu sungai yang bapak besar campur air yang deras tu.

First pergi, kitorang salah jalan. Masuk hutan yang memang mencabar habis. Calar-calar tu tak payah cakap. Group lain sampai kene gigit lah dengan ulat bulu.

Ni yang jalan salah.

Ini jalan yang benar. Haha. Nampak tak beza suasana dia? Nampak tak permainan dia?

Favourite photo. Kenapa? Adalah. Hehe. Kegembiraan setelah sampai ke puncak. Yeay!

UiTM Shah Alam

MAKA 2015 FKE UITM SHAH ALAM

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Memandangkan aku macam rajin nak update, cuti gawai yang UITM bagi kat aku, diisi dengan aktiviti tak berpekdah meskipun supervisor final year project aku mintak aku buat keje time-time cuti. Tapi tapi tapi, aku tak buat jugak. Kehkehkeh.

Malam ni aku macam rajin nak update pasal Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Akademik yang aku pergi beberapa minggu lepas. Apa yang bestnya, kali ni buat dekat DATc, Dewan Agung Tuanku Canselor UiTM Shah Alam. Sebelom-sebelom ni buat kat tempat cikai-cikai jerk, tapi yang ni macam kebabom sikit. So, I is eksaited!

Alhamdullillah, semester lepas masa sem 6, ramai jugak classmates yang berjaya dapat dean lst. Yeay sekali lagi. Walaupun yang ni kali keberapa je aku merasa, tapi gembira jugak. Untuk orang yang mempunyai otak asyik nak main-main macam aku ni, boleh la tu. Dapat merasa sekali dua, jadilah labu.

Taraaa! Jangan main-main, table kitorang ada sultan tau!

Bahahhaa. Macamana kawan aku si cikgu Shapiq ni boleh pakai tanjak bagai ni, disebabkan tema kitorang perkahwinan. Hadoi la, tak remaja sungguh la tema. Tapi takpelah, boleh fit in dekan kitorang. Bagi tema orang muda kang, tak terikot deyh kang. Pishang!

Nih syamel, yang takde dalam gambar tadi sebab dia yang snapkan gambar. So, aku bagi penghormatan dekat dia letak gambar ko setepek besar. Hamekkau! Sapa-sapa yang nak mengorat syamel, rontikan lah. Dia sudah ada yang punya, yang sebelah syamel tu, kalau nak, bagitau aku. Kahkah.

Nilah dia budak-budak zaman sekarang, sikit-sikit selpie, wefie, biaq pi la depa. Kahkah, jangan salahkan ibu mengandung, jangan salahkan saya, hanya mengikut peredaran zaman. Puiiii

Satu kilometer jarak ko dengan aku, takut permaisuri agung marah lah tu. Haktuii

Jejaka-jejaka kacak idaman Malaya. Haha. Nak ngorat? PM saya.

Overall majlis adalah sangat best dan okay dari yang sebelom-sebelom nih. Sampai aku pulak berangan nak jadik pengantin segera. Haha. Budak tak sedar diri! Selalu makanan tak cukop, but this time, berlebih-lebih pulak. I LIKE!

Sekian, banyak gambar lagi sebenanye. Nanti-nantilah aku aplot.

Muahhciked!